Darcy was the most amazingly
extravagant person I could ask for as a sister. We always fought, but since
we were true sisters, we could always get over our little disputes that I felt and still feel were
just ridiculous along the lines of what should've been acceptable for family. She’s
taught me so much and she’s the main reason for me having athletic capabilities
in any way shape or form. That truly naturally beautiful girl never had to wear
makeup or anything, and I’ve honestly never seen anyone so… perfect. But then came
that day, that tragic awful day. It was truly my fault. That picture… those
last few moments still play over and over in my head. I don’t even know what we
were fighting over, but I really hope it was immensely important.
We got into some dispute but I
can’t remember what for. All I can remember was her slamming that door and
pulling out of the drive way. The sky was grey and the rain poured down
splattering upon the sidewalk. Two hours later, the police arrived at our
house. They told me that my sister died in a crash. I could feel my body
tremble and my legs weaken as I collapsed to the ground in tears. I felt as if
I were internally dying. They told me she had to have been going fast, like
really fast. She had to have been going somewhere among 100 miles per hour plus
when she crashed into the bumpers on the side of the highway.
What did she ever do? This
beautiful girl, perfect in every way loved by everyone was now dead and gone. I
remember her showing me that song… “Dead and Gone” by: TI. That song used to be
my favorite song, and ever since she died it’s been the one I’ve feared for the
longest time imaginable; only because of the story of death. Not how it
happened, not when it happened; just the concept.
But her eyes were a sparkling
waterfall of blue. She was the only one with blue eyes in our part of the
family. I don’t know how she contained those genes and got that 25% chance
contained in her. Her perfect brunette hair... I always thought that was a
weird combination, but she made it look out of the ordinary and just completely
breath taking. I always wanted to be like her… I wanted to be as pretty as her,
as good at sports as her… I wanted to know her secrets to being the perfect
being she was. She was completely driven away from being self centered, and she
knew when she could do the right thing; that’s when she would grasp the chance
and take it… but she doesn’t do that anymore. She doesn’t do anything anymore.
She just stays up there, dazzling among the stars, the brightest of them all and
paints my shadows down on the sidewalk as I sit trying to talk to her in the
moonlight. All of these facts made me twitch in realization that my sister was
gone; I guess that’s why I’m so afraid to talk about her. I guess some things
were destiny… but I bet we could’ve changed it.
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